The saddest thing.
The saddest thing a person can realize in their life, is that they have lost themselves.
I have no idea who I am anymore, I’ve lost me.
It’s actually quite depressing. If someone asked me to describe myself, I couldn’t do it. I don’t know what I enjoy doing, I don’t know how I act, or even how I think. I have completely lost myself. When I look in the mirror, I have no idea who the person staring back at me is. She is a stranger, someone who I don’t like looking at.
I am unhappy in who I am in almost every aspect. I don’t like the way I look, I don’t like the way I talk, think, and perceive things. I dislike and disapprove of almost everyone.
I know I am unwanted. I know, most likely, I will be lonely for the rest of my life. Honestly, I have nothing going for me right now. I am unemployed, though I am going to college, I probably won’t ever get a job. My life, as of right now, is complete shit.
I miss the way I was. I miss when I looked in the mirror I could smile at who I see, and not be disgusted of what I have become.
I am a lowlife, a fatass, an unwanted, and a complete worthless human being.
The saddest thing is, I’ve realized, I have completely lost myself.
Where have I gone?
